Listen, I know you’re frustrated, I am too. I don’t understand why you’d be mad, because in my reality, I’m the one that’s in the right. I’m the one that sacrificed. I’m the one that broke you from the shackles of your mind, that kept you paralyzed for months on end. I gave you new hope, I gave you a new life.
My methods were unconventional, but you took to them. You had no choice, at all. I had you the 3rd conversation we had, perhaps forever, perhaps never again. You decide, but I’m here for a limited time, so are you. Why did I say you had no choice? Because I was the only one there. The only one who knew, about the rage inside you, how soft and delicate you were. It was all anonymous, which is why it was easy to share your all with me. I embraced you and took you on a journey, on a path you never saw before. For me, it was a familiar journey, because I took it alone, unlike you.
Did you feel like you were taken advantage of? You shouldn’t, part of it was out of love and part ego. You fed my ego, it worked because we both fed each other, you were the yin to my yang, bringing balance to our world. You must remember one thing, my imprint will always remain, because at the end of the day, I never gave up on you, but you gave up on us. Why? I understand it now, there were chinks in the armour that you saw and couldn’t forget. That you dreamed about all night, that came floating back even when you faded them away. They haunted you, they spoke to you, over and over. And as an ape, you observed and realized there was greener grass on the other side.
You were wrong. You do not realize that I do not give up. Not on myself and not on the ones I love. I fight, forever, until the end. That’s who I am.
But you should understand that this is all a game. We’re in a simulation, that’s all it is. The conditions change, we change, everything changes accordingly to plan. And we’re programmed to react a certain way. From history, from our genes, from fear and from self-preservation. Free your mind and let yourself be free, for everything you know, was created by me.
