I am disappointed. You met me at a time when I was at my most innocent, I guess you were too. I was green and you were blue. You were seen and I was new, to this world you called home. It was therapy for you and it become that for me too. This world lured me in and taught me valuable lessons, about people and their intentions. You made money, lots of it and you tried to protect your ego, you still do. We all do. I bet murderers think their actions are justified, to some degree. It’s our way to stay sane, because when you see the truth, can you keep your mind intact? It that why we stop thinking when our mind goes too far, into the abyss?
Are you telling yourself the truth and taking action? I’m not here with you, in your head, but I am in a way. I’ve planted a seed that will make you think, about who you are. I hope you’re willing to walk with me on this journey, lined with hot coals and flower fields alike. It will never stop until you accept your sacrifice. We are here for no reason than to exist, to cherish the journey and give our genes a chance to live. We are machines in a world we don’t understand, like a robot brought to life with programmed actions.
You grew, I saw you. You became taller and wider, I saw it. You know more now than you did before and I don’t think it matters anymore. You know what you know right now is a temporary bliss, because future you will judge you for everything, including this. You’ll know more unless your mind begins to decay. I saw you grow, I hope you stay this way.
